Another episode of my random thoughts

Been on a blogging hiatus I guess. Caught up with work, tight schedules and meetups with friends. So finally here goes, blogging during my me-time.

Many thoughts have been running through my head. I am starting to feel that I am cursing and feeling down more often as before and I really wonder. I have a proper family, a stable job, stable pay, lovely friends surrounding me but why am I feeling this way? Perhaps I need a change in my life. Not a drastic one definitely. Or perhaps I need a break. Or perhaps I need constant hugs and feel loved. Gosh. I don’t know what is happening to me seriously.

Had two birthday celebrations with friends and both were enjoyable. First one was with uni mates at 1-Altitude. Nice scenery but kinda crowded as it was public holiday the next day? Nonetheless, it would have been better with stronger breeze and fewer people. An overall nice place to chill with the feeling of Singapore under your feet.

Second one was on my actual birthday with Kamini and Ying. A simple one but not simple chats. haha. Shared many views and I really gained a different perspective of Ying this time. I am impressed and glad at the same time as the little girl that I always thought her to be has grown so much, I feel uber happy for her!

The next mini celebration will be with twin tmrw. Though belated, its still the thoughts that count.

And sat will be the day that I am gonna break my 5.5hr record set last year december during the Stand Chart Run. I can do it!

I wish you were by my side sometimes.

Updates

I have been living well so far, ok with work, meeting up with friends.

Watched No Strings Attached on Friday. It is a good show, worth watching. Its not all about the bed scenes, alot of feelings portrayed in the movie and I really salute Natalie Portman. Her character in Black Swan is totally different from the one in this show.

And also on the very same day, I can’t be more than sure about my decision.

“Finally”, I muttered inside me.

Badminton kicks off my weekend. Had a nice breakfast and off we head to the sports stadium for some exercise. Been into badminton for so long and yet couldn’t find kakis for it. I am glad my friends and I carried out our plans to have badminton every week. It will be fun!

After dinner, I will be baking. Yes, you did hear me correctly. My favourite hobby of all times.

Tomorrow will be the day of giving out my muffins. And also a day where I get drowned by books. lol.

Till then~

I am truly glad I did it.

Bedtime entries

Here i am lying on my cozy little bed with the raindrops splattering on my windows.

The cool weather just makes me relax and not feel so tensed up due to work.

Just calculated my past month expenses and got the shock of my life. I need to find another form of therapy rather than shopping.  :S

Time flies. Its november already. Very soon i will burn a big pocket because my mum and bro’s birthday is reaching soon. Wondering what to get for them. Something practical i shall say. Oh well. Its another week ahead.

On a side note, i am feeling all energetic this week as it is a 4 day work week! Whee! And since my company is having the bbq on thursday night, we are released early too! Hip hip hooray! 

Gonna be so much fun bbq-ing with colleagues. 

Looking forward to the weekend not because i have activities back to back but coz i can finally find some time to do the things i love.  and also spend the days with my loved ones. 

Goodnight everybody! And as usual, sweet dreams~

current happenings

On friday, I was arrowed. Oh well. I didn’t know the full picture of what I was doing + mad rush so I just followed his instructions. Turned out that it was my fault which it isn’t at all. Great. At that time I thought, I had faced with the reality of the working world. That day, I didn’t take it down easily so wasn’t feeling normal. But after sharing, I felt much better. Thanks to those who lent me a listening ear.

On a lighter note, I went to JB on sat! Bought a pair of wedges, sunglasses and necklace. All for like only $40! haha. Good bargain right? Next time I go into JB again (which will be quite soon), I am going to buy a pair of heels and flats hopefully! Oh ya. I also treated my mum dinner. She seems so pleased about it. lol. Took some photos of the food we had. Going to post it up onto fb SOON.

Lastly, I am soooo looking forward to the long weekend because it spells outing with the gals + pri school gathering! It will be filled with fun, talks, photos, gossips and alcohol!

APPIES 2010

For the past two days, I have been in school the whole day for the above mentioned event: APPIES 2010. This is the first time that it is held in Singapore and SIM global is the chosen venue! And best part is that SIM GE students get to register for free! how cool is that?

Saw many campaigns and I really admire presenters who can just present freely without the slides and without any script! And also some videos really touched my heart. Especially the one where children in Mumbai are encouraged to receive education. It was really impactful and the team really deserves the gold medal! Kudos to them! Personally, I like the Thai presenter. His sense of humour is really good. lol. and his idea of the stadium  of dreams is great too, a pity he didn’t win any gold medal but if there is a category of best presenter, I would vote for him!

Throughout this event, I think I ate too much good food. Time to reduce my food intake and slim down. I feel FAT! urgh.

On another note, dear is coming back on the 6th afternoon! Like finally, this day has arrived. I can’t wait to hug him REAL tight.