We found each other

On a side note, I was pissed off with him yesterday and I bet he didn’t notice. But gahhh. Nonetheless, I am still gonna post this entry as he has never failed me most of the time we were together. 

 

When I was enjoying my singlehood, people come and go in my life. But one stayed and has never left since. Ever since then, when I found my feelings for him, I knew we were meant to be.

Sounds funny but the thought of having him as my boyfriend didn’t occur to me at all when we were just friends. He treats all his friends really nice and well and I treasure the friendship between the both of us. The day that he messaged me through facebook to take care on my trip to UK/Paris when I only knew him the day before caught me by surprise. A pleasant surprise indeed.

From then on, we have been going out in a group and then not long after, just the two of us.

When he went to Bangkok, he even sent a bouquet of flowers to my office and asked me out. Its been so long since I felt I am so important to somebody. That my reply to his date affects him so much.

On a day that we went out together, he suddenly popped the question. I went with my heart and said “yes”.

Up till today, I have never regretted having him as my other half. He fulfils whatever he says. No empty promises. That’s what I love about him.

Baby, Happy 2 months.

You know you mean alot to me. I love you. ♥

Love

Love is such a confusing thing. Feeling all vexed over it trying to sort out my emotions.

I am treated well without a doubt but sometimes I wonder how long can it last?

I am starting to build a wall around me again just to protect myself from anymore hurt.

Meantime I guess time will tell. And I somehow feel things are progressing at too fast a pace. =/

The Rain

The Rain

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly
gentleman in his 80′s arrived to have
stitches removed from his thumb.
He said he was in a hurry as he had an
appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital
signs and had him take a seat,
knowing it would be over an hour
before someone
would to able to see him.
I saw him looking at his watch and
decided, since I
was not busy with another patient,
I would evaluate his wound.
On exam, it was
well healed, so I talked to one of the
doctors, got the needed supplies to
remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of
his wound, I asked him if he
had another doctor’s appointment
this morning, as
he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he
needed to go to
the nursing home to eat breakfast
with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that she had been there
for a while and that she
was a victim of Alzheimer’s Disease.

As we
talked, I asked if she would be
upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew
who he was, that she had not
recognized him in
five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him,
“And you still go every
morning, even though she
doesn’t know who you are?’

He smiled as he
patted my hand and said,

‘She doesn’t
know me, but I still know who she is.’

I had to hold back
tears as he left, I had goose bumps
on my arm, and thought,

‘That is
the kind of love I want in my life.’

True love is
neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an
acceptance of all that is,
has been, will be, and will not be.

With all the jokes
and fun that are in e-mails,
sometimes there is one that comes
along that has an
important message..
This one I thought I could share with you.

The
happiest people don’t necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make
the best of everything they have.

I hope you share this with someone you
care about. I just did..

‘Life isn’t about
how to survive the storm,
But how to dance
in the rain.’
We are all getting older
Tomorrow may be our turn.

My colleague forwarded me this email and I thought of sharing it with you guys.

True love is so beautiful.

Some thoughts.

Been busy with work and driving. These two stuff are enough to keep me soo occupied. Adding on, I am also training for my marathon in December so my schedule is jam-packed. Being involved in many stuff is a good thing in fact, it prevents my mind from wandering. I hate it when it does because this is where emotions will start to set in and I will start to think about the past.

I know God has arranged someone out there for me whom I will meet one fine day. And I start to wonder where and how is he like? Have I met him already? Questions start to fill my head. And then I brushed them all aside because I want to take things a step at a time.

All I want now is to focus on getting my driving license, landing myself in a job that I love and spending more time with my family and friends. Love is ranked bottom because my scar is still healing inside, though on the outside I look flawless.

Went out with twin today and we mentioned about the topic on why will people only treasure and cherish when the person is gone? When the person is by your side, why didn’t you know how to cherish them? I guess this is part of human nature. We tend to take things for granted to a certain extent. When its there, you didn’t give it much notice, but when its gone, then you notice its disapperance. Why? Beats me. I am finding out too.

I am starting to learn to love myself and the people around me more.

Couple to friends

We have parted. Perhaps we are just not suited to each other. Miscommunications and things related to one another affected our rs. Since we can’t be couples, friends we shall be.

It is painful nonetheless because both of us loved each other deeply before.

I never regretted loving u too. All the best in whatever u do. I will do my best in my first job.

Lastly, thanks for loving me these 3 years plus. i am glad we still can remain as friends.