And in fact, I love how it is now, minus all the guessing, deciphering etc. I feel less burdened now. And I believe the other party feels the same way too.

Just wanna say, I treasure the friendship between us.

But it followed by a nightmare. 

I don’t hate you for telling me all that.

I just wondered why my feelings always end up hitting against the wall.

I got your message. 

Decided and abandoned everything.

Starting anew, moving on. 

Sometimes I feel so tired trying.

But I am not gonna give up not knowing anything yet.

可是如果不曾拥有，那会后悔吗？

进退两难啊。

And I am glad I made my dream come true by travelling to UK / Paris. This year, I am gonna travel again given the travelholic genes in me. LOL! Taiwan most probably. =p

Upon reflection of the whole year, I have came up with a few new year resolutions (the list below is not the final one yet).

1. Travel to one country at least

2. Find a job that is stable and that I have passion in.

3. Start giving allowance to my parents once I settle down to a job I see a future in.

4. To spend more time with my family.

5. To start saving up to realise my dream of opening a bakery. 

6. To find love? (lol.)

That’s the list as for now. I am so gonna fulfil them in 2012. 

Pls don’t let the world end this year. I still have LOADS of stuff to do, unrealised.